thelily

There is an illness Killing me, A madness No one else can see I'm losing All my sanity, I'm hearing voices Constantly They never ever Go away, They haunt me Every single day Telling me that I'm a freak, Telling me I'm just a slut, Telling me that I'm too weak, Telling me I need to cut Why must my life Be such a threat? This cut tonight, The deepest yet I'm tired of running From my past I take drugs to forget, But they never last I'm always high, Yet I feel so low No matter how hard I try, I can never let go I stay alone, So I can hide But it all keeps building Up inside Making me crazy, Driving me mad

All I wanted was your heart All I needed was you But you tore my world apart And there was nothing I could do Please tell me that I'm dreaming Please say it isn't true Please tell me you're not leaving Because I mean the world to you What did I do to make you hate me? I need you by my side But all I can think of lately Is why I ever tried Because now you're so much Happier Ever since you've been With her And it hurts so bad To have to see You with her And not with me I don't know What you see in that whore Why can't you Love me anymore? I lived for you And I'd die for you But now I sit And cry for you All I want

Don't you know She bleeds for you, For eveything You say and do? Don't you know You hold her heart? Can't you see her Fall apart? She hurts just to feel your touch She lives her life in denial You treat her like shit, and she loves you so much She bleeds only to make you smile Can't you see The pain she's in? Your heart is all She wants to win And for you, she keeps on trying And believing all your lies Don't you know that she is dying? Can't you see it in her eyes? She falls just to make you laugh She breaks just to make you love her She'd do anything to be with you But you're never even thinking of her You taught he